now what?

her prayers are always the same
please let me forget him
and maybe Allah is slowly making this true
as she realizes he doesn't mean that much to her

but then wait
comes the saying
just call my name and i'll be there
then she goes how?

letting go is nvr easy but she's too busy
getting her hands on every project
she wants to escape it all
and be happy as she was before

the story doesn't end here
it won't end anytime soon
she's just moving on slowly
emotions she'll keep at bay

the chapter was closed but not shut
if it is meant to be than it is
but then no hope is involved
she deserves someone better

someone who doesn't glare when she cries
especially someone who never lies
though he taught her a lot of good
she will keep a distance
but will be there if he needs her

just a thought

~never judge a person by what you see~

nings wedding

suprise suprise
she jumps at the opportunity
a celebraties wedding
whoever says no

goes there sees so much
goats catfish chicken but
they don't smell at all at the matrabe hall
they're doing it kg style

watches proudly as yayi recites the doa
why didn't she bring her camera
nenda n wan chik look so petit compared to her
she's uncomfortable with her makeup

she sees siti in tudung
ziana zain in white
chef wan dancing the joget
cat ruffedge n his wife
loads more she doesn't know
and they all do the pocho-pocho
couldn't find aunty yasmin tho ah

but the food was superb
putu piring and kuih lopez
real dodol and apam balik
tempoyak she didn't like
but ravished on ubi kayu and sambal sotong

she goes home in happiness
thinking she wants her wedding
to have the exact same menu
and goes to sleep

jamas influence

saw dis sumwhere, to all you jiwang karats out there...me not included =), ere is sumthin for you!!!

::CINTA ITU::


::penawar::
::kehilangan diri::
::1437::
::keutamaan::
::yang terindah::
::mengubah tingkahlaku::
::ai shi teru::
::kehilangan arah::
::memerlukan ruang::
::khayalan::
::mengikut musim::
::memerlukan cinta::

am sure after reading this all of you think i am as jiwang as it can get kn??nope am not!!!just remembered how i loved this when i was in form five je..buang mase n sakit hati only commitment rite now, dun you agree?

form 5 2004

these are sum of the things people wrote to me in form 5...found em n want to publish them!

FATE is a wierd thing. it does what it wants, when it wants to and with whomever it chooses.. your needs and wants mean mothing, thus creating the saying " LIFE ISN"T FAIR". lets just put it this way, at least it got something right, like crossing our paths.together somehow, we'll manage the rest bit by bit.

-farhanah ahmad jahudi-
-frenship poem-

LOVE is something that is hard to explain, no one can survive this test but without it, one's life would not be the same again.without love, it feels like losing your best most precious valuable,it cannot be explained by word or actions, just floating on the air like free bubbles

-ashwinni mohd shah-
-she wrote it herself!-


written with a pen, sealed with a hug. if you are my fren, please answer my doubt. are we friends or are we not.you told me once but i forgot. so tell me now and tell me true, so i can say i'm here for you. of all the friends i've ever met. you are the one i won't forget. and if i die before you do, i'll go to heaven and wait for you.

-nursyazwani zulhaimi-
-remember form 5?-

** there are actually loads more, but like tunggu ye!