sleeping doctor

i had my herbalife today [ delicious dutch chocolate ] but sumhow i managed to sleep while standing up in class while poor prof khai was explaining???


why owh why do i love to sleep when i'm not supposed to??

fact of the day:

it takes 860 steps of stairs to go from the resource center in KL to the PSY wards at HKL
approximately 500 meters. [ God bless the ones who counted ] i smell kurus!

loads to study, but not much happened.

owh! yesterday before i went to sleep it bugged me again for the umpteenth time this month. to trust or not to trust. and how much? and all the crap spinning in my head, for the first time ever, after a lot of bull from previous boys before this [ drama drama drama ] mind u i could talk to a guy..really talk..without crying, without keeping things in..i can now speak my mind and not feel guilty after..i pity him, i really do to have to lyn me when i'm in this phase..but i think it's time for me to face my fear..

you know who you are. je t'aime.

suicidal?

my ortho coordinator is enthusiastically comel, kinda reminds me of a guinea pig [compliment btw]

my fourth year started with an oath as if we weren't scared enough to start with in the first place. so there he was reading the oath outloud [ was told he practiced ] then i thought to myself

what do i want to achieve this year?

the answer will be updated as time goes by.

so the leader of my group is azrul aminur rashid [ dun u jst love that name ]. perfect guy for this posting. ambition- ortho surgeon. decided so not worth it to buy the books, borrowed from the library instead.

know this: i have classes on saturdays

the sentence above shows how frightfully busy i will be this year, bt hey live everyday like it is ur last no?
full of excitement really! have seen my results for 3rd yr, could and will do better this year.
hoping for a breakthrough start and a steady momentum till the year ends.

uuuu, this just in, i have the PERFECT TABLE! hence the pic below tho the quality sucks

studying shall be done using this table, i promise!!

had the plumber in, can't believe it act costs 150 [ after tons of negotiations by lovely hmates inclusive of shawa, amilee and fana- i stood there suprisingly laughing my head off ]

question: how much hair does it need to clog a pipe??

olla year 4

right, i promised myself i'd start blogging again at the beginning of the fourth year.

technically we started with EBM, bt thats a totally different story. am in group 2, cool bunch of people the brainy guys but i dunno bout the girls though. tomorrow briefing at streetmall audi [ dunno y dey dun wanna do it at the new campus ] at 8. god help me if i can't wake up. what do i feel? excited, scared [ please prof rashid, dun be mad at me ]. am starting with orthopedics, for anyone who does not knoe, it's everything covering the bones so will be dealing wit the rempits and the old i guess.

just to show you, here's my schedule for 4th year.


so as you can see: the mid year hols are for a week, and i'll be repeating my EBM during that time. lo behold! no hold for 4th year at all? what can i say? huhu non the less, this year comes with new resolutions

1. do NOT procrastinate! [ Allah help me in this ]

2. be focused on the game!

3. blog blog blog everything

had a great hols. splendid time with friends and family. will miss the times but hey time is given so that we can make more memories eh? :) welcome to the era of NUNA the NERD.

random song in sync wit life~

His sister beautiful, he has his father’s eyes
And if you ask me if I love him, I’d lie He looks around the room Innocently overlooks the truth Shouldn’t a light go on? Doesn’t he know I’ve had him memorized for so long? He sees everything black and white don’t let no body see him wishing he was mine
He stands there then walks away
My god if I could only say
I’m holding every breathe for you...

taylor swift- i'd lie

what i am thinking rite now

you might be able to read my mind,
but u can't seem to hear what my heart is screaming to u