Paris

yesterday u told me u want to bring me to Paris.
insyallah, ameen~

life

who said life is gonna be easy?
who said life is gonna be fair?

in truth, we need to be patient,
through all the bull in the world
to all the words that make us cry
and the proud silence that follows after

yes life is not easy
yes life is not fair
but will u say goodbye to life?
NEVER~
p/s: emo much mama made me cry today~

ortho final exam

meena was so scared she couldn't sit anymore

it started out with me waking up early to finish what i haven't studied yet and it ended up with me thinking hell i shouldn't have stayed up at all last nite or studied ortho!

let me enlighten u..

so i was the first person to be examined by Dr. Radhii ( the traumatologist who loves spinal surgery ) and i happened to get a case of cellulitis. the problem was this patient has DM, HPT and hypercholesterolenemia and history of infected bypass. i had so many things to ask but i dodn't have the time until he asked me to stop as i was about to enter the family history. so i already felt that i would fail. then for the physical examination he asked me to just do inspection.
the questions i got during the discussion were from BASIC medicine.

1. what happens during inflammation? what are the cell mediators and what does each of em do?

2. what is the first sign of nephropathy and connect it with bilateral leg swelling

3. what is SIRS ( systemic inflammation response syndrome and explain the pathophy?

4. what will u do if this patient comes to u at AnE?

5. what can we see at the x-ray and what antibiotics do we give?

so those are just the examples of the questions i unfortunately had to answer. scary! managed to crawl my way through with much difficulty. i can say this is not a gud way to start 4th year.

happy faces of wani and me after the OSCE

other than that, he was really nice and i can say for the future ortho students, he is unpredictable. he will just choose anyone.

ridu trying to look relaxed padahal cuak while aamir studies last minute

p/s: quote of the day after crying my heart out watching 'the notebook': it's not gonna be easy, it's gonna be hard and we're gonna have to work it out but i wanna do that.. *sob sob~sniff**

one after the other

saye nk finals.

bugsy nye bag containing his lappy and stetoscope amongst other stuff was stolen. it was in Haz's car which was broken into. Randalls bag was also stolen. cian die..another hurdle for him to go through. sape laa yg curi tue..

10 things.

10 things u might know bout me:

1. i prefer roses tied with a ribbon rather than a bouquet
2. sometimes i feel unappreciated
3. i always wanna shop alone
4. the most hypocritical people i have ever met are at my university
5. i will NEVER marry someone who does not support my goals
6. i want to take a pilots license
7. i take revenge when the people i love make me suffer
8. i get bored easily but i hold back that feeling until the end
9. when i am stressed i go home
10. i think this post is a little too depressing :)

chanel no 5

nothing to report today, nothing interesting except that our house punye modem terbakar so there's no internet at the house in DPP.

would like to highlight the new advertisement for Chanel no 5 tho atarring audrey tautou. it's so classy, so sexy, so freaking french.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p-ngh-9eeMo

me likey very much!

p/s: cmne kite nk rajen? the exams are only a week away!

hemi-thyroidectomy

saye syg housemates saye!!

p/s: not having second thoughts :)

so i am bloody tired, did a presentation bout Young Mercy will be presenting at the International Humanitarian Conference this thursday. went to an-nur to present to to prof ikram, ended up assisting in a hemi-thyroidectomy until 9pm. anuar intubated and assisted prof ikram. dr razale taught us step by step bout how to do a hemi-thyroidectomy. really cool.

i feel i am destined to become a surgeon, Insyallah.



bash n zayd made awesome ayam masak paprik today. coolness!