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Monday, May 19, 2008

mission 4 to belum- sudah!





























day one-
sent by papa to MERCY hQ in ampang ( papa was reminiscing the whole way )
met with k.lin ( mixed emotions )
met wendy , kriss, dr. v, dr. ghu, k. is, k. nora ( all gurls team )
short breifing ( slurping my slurpee )
off we went ( slept with my mouth open hehe )
stopped at k.k ( picked up k. ita )
reached HOTEL TASIK BELUM at about maghrib
day two-
breakfast at 9 o'clock ( woke up late! )
went to the jeti ( adrenaline rush nk naek boat! )
loaded the stuff into the boat ( berat ooo the dental chair )
one hour boat ride ( lifejacket on! )
reached kg. sgai tiang ( ekh ade concrete building? )
astonished at the big setlement ( loads of huts )
unloaded the stuff ( rupe2 nye the concrete building was a tadika chum community hall )
set up stuff ( soo many dogs )
went to the school to get tables ( jumpe teachers posted there )
waited for MOH ( already getting hot )
got friendly with the kids ( bahasa n jahai tribe )
"soj"= makan! ( got the kids to smile finally! )
org. asli came at 12 sumthin ( with thier kain batiks and kids )
taught kids how to brush teeth ( evn i didn't know it was the right way )
k. lin taught a whole lot of kids ( me took pictures )
gave coupons for towels ( last time they got hygeine kits )
taught them to brush thier teeth and inroduced the pad ( all in the pocket! )
dr. ghu was busy with her dental work ( helped by k.nora n k. is )
whinced at the sounds of thier teeth being scaled ( the kids were braver )
saw pap smears being taken! ( with the consent n help of dr. v n k.ita )
checked for lice ( with gloves they have that problem )
left at 3 sumthin after packing ( bought back all rubbish )
had de-briefing after dinner ( the only no complaints one i've attended )
day 3-
had breakfast again ( this time again lambat )
took pics ( we girls know how to pose )
drove a storm back to kuala kangsar!! ( tkot but rase cm power!!! )
papa emmet sent me home ( to opahs house )

i learnt a lot of things while in Belum, the fact that the org. aslis can survive without technology ( xde line there ) and that they didn't cause any problems when we were there ( though some of them like have ' ignorance is bliss' stamped on thier foreheads. i realized that the women were more compliant then the men based by how many of them came. they are a special lot, i really think that evntho we should instill some education in them to improve thier standard of living ( they don't have proper sanitization and lice problems ) but they should still learn thier own culture before they forget it all together. it was an undoubtfully wonderful experience on a whole from nvr knowing that tasik temenggor existed ( i am not good in geography you see ) to getting to drive the Storm. i learnt that evntho i had past problems with k. lin that life moves on and friendships rekindle. i have found my calling and a lot to reflect upon but they are only in my friendster blog!!! peace.







Thursday, May 8, 2008

ai nante- listen to the song, u'll love it! =)

dore dake aruitekitan darou
furimuitara namida no ato
kizutsuke kizutsuki tadoritsuita basho
ima koko ni kimi ga iru

ai nante
kimi dake sa
itsudemo motome sugite
ai nante
kimi nashi ja imi nai yo
ikirarenai

hontou ni kokoro de aiseteiru no?
ima demo fuan da yo yeah
hitokiri yume no naka tadoritsuita basho
furueteru kimi ga iru yo

nakanaide
hanasanai yo
subete wo nagesute temo
Mirai nante
kimi nashi ja mienai yo
Iranai yo

Asa no hiizashi ni
Kimi no negao to tereta egao de
Ureshiku nareru kana
Sonna hibi wo kanjita ai yo
Eien ni

ai nante
kimi dake sa
itsudemo motome sugite
ai nante
kimi nashi ja imi nai yo
ikirarenai

Aishitemo Aishikirenai

Mirai nante
kimi nashi ja mienai yo
Iranai yo

English Translation:

just how far have I walked
if I look back behind me, I'll find a trail of tears
i got hurt, and lashed out in turn
and now I've finally reached this place where you are

such a thing as love
it's only you
who always demands for too much
such a thing as love
If I don't have you then there's no meaning to life
then I wont be able to live

do you truly love me with your heart?
even now, I feel insecure yeah...
on my own, I reached that place within my dreams
and when I got there, you were there, shivering

don't cry
I wont ever let you go
even it it means that I'll throw everything away
Even something like the future
I cant see it at all if you're not here
I don't want that at all

The morning rays of sunlight
Shone upon your sleeping face and I smiled, embarassed
Because we were happy then
I wish that the love I felt during those days
would continue forever

such a thing as love
it's only you
who always demands for too much
such a thing as love
If I don't have you then there's no meaning to life
then I wont be able to live

No matter how much I love you, it seems like it's never enough

Even something like the future
I cant see it at all if you're not here
I don't want that at all