jamas influence

saw dis sumwhere, to all you jiwang karats out there...me not included =), ere is sumthin for you!!!

::CINTA ITU::


::penawar::
::kehilangan diri::
::1437::
::keutamaan::
::yang terindah::
::mengubah tingkahlaku::
::ai shi teru::
::kehilangan arah::
::memerlukan ruang::
::khayalan::
::mengikut musim::
::memerlukan cinta::

am sure after reading this all of you think i am as jiwang as it can get kn??nope am not!!!just remembered how i loved this when i was in form five je..buang mase n sakit hati only commitment rite now, dun you agree?

form 5 2004

these are sum of the things people wrote to me in form 5...found em n want to publish them!

FATE is a wierd thing. it does what it wants, when it wants to and with whomever it chooses.. your needs and wants mean mothing, thus creating the saying " LIFE ISN"T FAIR". lets just put it this way, at least it got something right, like crossing our paths.together somehow, we'll manage the rest bit by bit.

-farhanah ahmad jahudi-
-frenship poem-

LOVE is something that is hard to explain, no one can survive this test but without it, one's life would not be the same again.without love, it feels like losing your best most precious valuable,it cannot be explained by word or actions, just floating on the air like free bubbles

-ashwinni mohd shah-
-she wrote it herself!-


written with a pen, sealed with a hug. if you are my fren, please answer my doubt. are we friends or are we not.you told me once but i forgot. so tell me now and tell me true, so i can say i'm here for you. of all the friends i've ever met. you are the one i won't forget. and if i die before you do, i'll go to heaven and wait for you.

-nursyazwani zulhaimi-
-remember form 5?-

** there are actually loads more, but like tunggu ye!

for now

the bright smiles that mask.
a girls broken heart.
she wants to prove she can be happy.
but with no luck.
of unspoken doubts.
too late she realizes what could have been.

a time of conflicts and dillemas.
of trust and jealousy.
he thinks he knows but he doesn't.
what strikes him he cannot feel.
makes a decision then changes his mind.

she listens to people telling her.
he wasn't into you from the start.
he moves on so fast but he doesn't forget.
the girl confidently thinks.
she can say goodbye.
but wait.

you are that boy.
i am that girl.
we both say there's nothing between us.
others say no way.
what to do both of us don't know.

maybe it's just not time yet.
we aren't ready to grow up.
let me say goodbye to you if that is so.
let me let go of you.
for now~

my girls

the click of heels and flashes of cameras
shouts of happiness and the usual " who are u with now?"
hugs all around kisses everywhere
these are the girls i grew up with
ones whom i have shared countless memories
and will still make more to come

tonite though
hana fashionably late as usual
with natural blush the ever so busy working girl
munans scared she's going fat
ready with the cake and candles
zouliey the belle of the ball
not to be confused with how she's dressed tonight

ayu conciously staring at her leggings
what we call her tonight-the harijuku darling
illi the hot 'divorcee'
so thin but now with a fabulous hairdo
ejanne with billabong slippers
how she got em at 17 bucks we all dunno

elly as usual ever so cumel
please dun go on the divider again
piko haven't seen u for so long
ur lookin tall in ur heels
pheps maybe longer
dun laugh when i say u are more ayu den u used to
aposh didn't evn have enuf time to ask
remember when we used to like da same guy?

how i wish we could just lie under the stars
as we had done countless of times before
and just talk the night away
but i guess mr times jealous of us
though time and time again
we know our bond will never break