now what?

her prayers are always the same
please let me forget him
and maybe Allah is slowly making this true
as she realizes he doesn't mean that much to her

but then wait
comes the saying
just call my name and i'll be there
then she goes how?

letting go is nvr easy but she's too busy
getting her hands on every project
she wants to escape it all
and be happy as she was before

the story doesn't end here
it won't end anytime soon
she's just moving on slowly
emotions she'll keep at bay

the chapter was closed but not shut
if it is meant to be than it is
but then no hope is involved
she deserves someone better

someone who doesn't glare when she cries
especially someone who never lies
though he taught her a lot of good
she will keep a distance
but will be there if he needs her

just a thought

~never judge a person by what you see~

nings wedding

suprise suprise
she jumps at the opportunity
a celebraties wedding
whoever says no

goes there sees so much
goats catfish chicken but
they don't smell at all at the matrabe hall
they're doing it kg style

watches proudly as yayi recites the doa
why didn't she bring her camera
nenda n wan chik look so petit compared to her
she's uncomfortable with her makeup

she sees siti in tudung
ziana zain in white
chef wan dancing the joget
cat ruffedge n his wife
loads more she doesn't know
and they all do the pocho-pocho
couldn't find aunty yasmin tho ah

but the food was superb
putu piring and kuih lopez
real dodol and apam balik
tempoyak she didn't like
but ravished on ubi kayu and sambal sotong

she goes home in happiness
thinking she wants her wedding
to have the exact same menu
and goes to sleep