when all you can do is pray

i'm right here if you need me.
-i love those words, and i mean it too

i wonder how i would react if i were in the same position, would i be calm and collected as you are..would i be that strong?

badminton!

sooooo, it turns out that we have every wednesday free after 1pm!!
lucky us!!

so today we decided to play BADMINTON!!! [ sorry, i didn't take any pics tho, was too excited to play ]

guess what:

1. meera is gud!! i'd be scared to receive her smash :)

2. zeze has a strong hand, her aims are long

3. ama is the cutest badminton player i met

4. wani was our princess

5. hanum makes playing look effortless..

needless to say the boys ( aamir, victor, naj, azrul ) had fun bullying us and playing their style of badminton ( the bashing and smashing )..it was great fun!!

next stop: KAYAKING!!

peads surgery congress

went with nabil who has exposed me soo much to where my goals are leading me to ( thank you ) to the 22nd asian association of paediatric surgeons at UM.

we were volunteers, and we had to be there by 7am ( i was late for both days ) gahh until 5 pm on a weekend! the only reason y i went was because i'd like to become a paeds surgeon.. but i was flabbergasted by the TECHNOLOGY we have now. there were speakers from all over the world- time for networking :) america, italy, japan, india, germany just to name a few countries where these surgeons come from.

a few things i'd like to share about how wonderful medical technology now is:

1. minimal excess surgery is the way to go! SINGLE PORT LAPAROSCOPIC SURGERY so there is no scar coz only the navel is used

2. ROBOTIC SURGERY where the surgeon only controls it- this has been used for about 5 yrs

3. VIRTUAL REALITY where you can practice on your patient before you do surgery on him/her

it fascinated me because these surgeons know their stuff and they are confident enough to speak. also, the fact that most of them are men made me feel like i need to break that trend since i'd like to become one.

it was good exposure, am vry thankful for nabils cousin coz we got in for free when it costs about $200 U.S per day..

chinese new yr holidays

ok, this will be my last entry before the exam! where i went??

saturday evening: anuars little sys's birthday party~

saturday nyte: nabils party~

sunday: i have NO idea wt i did
monday morning: walk n breakfast at lake gardens ( really cool, i recommend everyone to go )


monday afternoon: ikea with family
monday nyte: valentines day with bugs

tuesday morning: percy jackson with adeks ribena

busy kn? huhu

let's masak!

one night i was told that i pandai bake, but i dun really know how to masak malay food.. so i have moved to another direction!!

JOM MASAK MAKANAN MELAYU!!

hehe erm well u should go to this blog, it's nadiahs friend ( izarra ) pnye mom pnye blog..she's a cook and she has a book..u cn find recipes on her blog..i am sooo gonna try the recipes! lucky adeks!

http://cookingwithmarinamustafa.vox.com/


p/s: y am i acting like there's no exam padahal my exam is tomorrow..blurgh~

telepathy

again, like this exact date last year..

i wish u could have read my mind at 11.50pm, 15th Feb 2010.

post- KWP

for those wondering what's KWP= kentut wangi phase

my mom said that true love is when u clean up ur other halfs feces and pee when he/she can't anymore diligently without cringing.

yesterday marked wt was to me the first yr. i can't define an exact date coz there isn't one bt personally it was the 13th feb last yr that i thought ' well, this guy might be good for me'. i would like to think back on the differences as time has passed by.

well, i learnt that it ain't all roses and hearts but it can be painful as well. last yr, the centre of everything was getting to know each other, suddenly finding myself into a person i never thought i would be and spending almost every minute with each other. all smiles, never wrong, jokes and laughter. in short = cloud 9. besides that, i have wanted and still am waiting for the magic question that never seems to pop up.

i can say that since july 2009, i have had to grow up. my views are not the same. i found that a partnership is more important than a relationship. where clashes do happen, where we evolve and move from our views. in the past, someone taught me that if ur in a relationship, you need to talk and be honest. i can see that this is true. in the past, i preferred not to coz of the effect it mite cause. no, it doesn't stop me from shaking and scared to death everytime a problem is talked about now although it is done owh-so-politely. i realize that patience is a virtue and that in order to solve a problem, an understanding has to be made.

of course if i had it my way, it would be more than hw it is now. but well, it's not just about the two of us anymore. what effects that person effects me as well. i think more, reflect more on how i treat my family on how to improve myself.

nobody, nobody is perfect. both of us have made our mistakes no matter how severe they are. that is why we remind each other when somebody is doing something wrong.
yes, i do get jealous of those who are still in the KWP phase and i am still waiting for that question, but well i guess it's worth the wait. we make mistakes, learn from them and evolve together to become better people.

let's lose weight

hannan khairil anwar is officially on a diet for the first time in her life.

bsok is the case presentation for opthal..hurm..wish me luck!
the tiring thing bout specialty is that when u feel u've studied anes, u forget everything bout opthal n vice versa. papa says i'm more tensed then usual. my weight jst plummeted to sumthing i never thought i'd achieve. sigh~

you're like a rocket in my mind

i watched my very first cardiac surgery today!

wuhoooooooooo

will upload the pictures, am too tired today just came back from badminton

housemates were very sweet
the bought me sumthing from nandos!
and they actually bought a healthy meal since they know i wanna eat healthier food now
now that's really thoughtful..