time to shut up?

this weekend is rated 8/10 because i spent it with my family and the ones i love.

on saturday we had a family brunch and then went to see wny at Hospital Ampang. she's going home today alhamdulillah after her WBC increased to 3.2 :) was supposed to teman mama to a kenduri arwah but got stuck in the jam.

on sunday spent the WHOLE day in midvalley with my family! we went shopping ( papa made mama really happy considering she doesn't prefer shopping, so wt he bought for her must be the cause of her bliss ) it was a 30th year anniversary present! we all got something as well, after that we all choose something sweet from M&S, had lunch at Dome and i stayed with Nads to do my hair. the hairdresser was like: ' sayang, kenapa tak jaga rambut' after looking at my freakishly long and stubborn hair and insisted that i do treatment as well. spent 300 on my hair! ( this is my first time ) because i had two treatments, and cut my hair to shoulder length. was treated like a princess in the private room :) but as usual, drama follows me around

one of the hairdryers blew up.

seriously.

the hairstylist got an ugly black mark on her hand, she was crying, i was trying to comfort her with half my hair wet and the other half puffy. it was a sorry sight, and i hope she's ok after one of her friends whisked her off to the clinic. the senior hairstylist Natasha was really professional, recommend it to everyone.

on monday, i went to Opahs for lunch. we had really nice food but aunty ina was not feeling well. we showed off our gifts to Opah which papa gave us and Opah gave me another gift! an heirloom that i am proud to have. it was my moyangs. it's always nice to have good food ( opahs a great cook ) and to be surrounded by my family.

the only downer is that i spent the night at the hospital and i now have a patient that was admitted since the 3rd of Jan. gile x?

lastly, i think i should stop talking about marriage to bugsy now. i'm beginning to freak him out, i hope he doesn't feel pressured coz my family keeps talking about it and i keep telling him. bt what can u expectkn when the whole family knows and the parents approve. yes, i am waiting ( i seem to do a lot of waiting when it comes to him ). he can't do anything about it now, and i should understand his situation ( especially after wt his mom said ). but as long as we both keep praying to Allah, the time will come. and i hope it is soon. it's just that i probably should find someone else to vent all this to, and not him because i don't need to hint it anymore, he has it blasted in his brain. aahhh, the hope that comes with knowing he is the right person is humongous.

as long as he wants it too, i'm happy.

i should really stop pestering him.

should stop talking bout marriage with him.

wait!

not stop

REDUCE. a lot.

can't make promises u can't keep eh?