cardiac arrest

ON THE FIRST OF SEPTEMBER, WAS THE FIRST TIME I DID CPR ON A MALAY MAN WHO UNFORTUNATELY SURCUMBED TO HIS DEATH..AT FIRST, I WAS REALLY SCARED TO DO IT,ALTHOUGH LEARNING HOW TO FOR MORE THEN 3 YEARS,BUT WE PUT ON OUR GLOVES AND DID OUR JOB. IT WAS A SHOCK TO HIS FAMILY,I WILL NEVER FORGET HIS WIFES FACE AS IT WAS A SUPRISE TO THEM. HE COLLAPSED AT WORK..THE IRONY OF IT IS THAT WE CONTINUED WORK AS USUAL AFTER THAT,THOUGH MY HEART WENT OUT TO THE FAMILY, I UNDERSTAND THAT WE HAVE TO BE DESENTISIZED TO THESE SITUATIONS ORELSE WE'LL END UP HAVING DEPRESSION..I WILL NEVER FORGET HOW WHILE WE HELPED ALL WE COULD,WE WERE PRAYING FOR HIM TO SURVIVE..BUT IT WAS HIS AJAL, I HOPE HE WILL BE PUT AMONGST THOSE WHO GO STRAIGHT TO JANNAH AND MAY ALLAH FORGIVE ALL HIS SINS. SORRY THAT EVERYTHING IS IN CAPS LOCK BUT I AM WRITING THIS FROM MY PHONE AND SOMEHOW EVERYTHING IS IN CAPS LOCK